Putus tpi maaf aku nyesel :-(

HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! kata itu yang pertama kali pingin gue teriakin sekrang. oke hari ini gue putus& mungkin untuk selamanya, ya gue sedih tapi yaudahlah mau diapaain lagi. semuanya berawal karna omongan gue yang mau " break ", mungkin itu emg slah gue ya karna itu keputusan gue sndiri tp gue ngelakuin itu karna mungkin emg itu yang terbaik buat saat ini selain pts. & ternyata gue slah, dia gamau dan tiba" dia blg pts. oke gue terima, meskipun gue sedih banget tp mau dia apain lagi mungkin itu lebih baik, ha ha ha sok dewasa gt gue -_- walaupun udh pts, gue mau dia tau perasaan gue slama ini sm dia yang gapernh dia tau. ya gue tau emg udh telat tp yaudahlah namanya jg usaha, yagak ? hm. gue mau dia tau klo selama ini gue udh cba buat ngertiin dia walaupun menurut dia gue blm bisa ngertiin dia tp gpp kok emg apa yang dia lakuin ke gue blm sbanding dgn apa yang gue lakuin ke dia. oke gue gamau terlalu panjang ngebahas ini semua, ya karna emg smua udh berakhir. skrng saat nya gue buat move on, yakan& gue yakin gue bisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Sorry, i love you!

hallo, hri ini gue posting lagi dan skrng my status is single ? hm oke, gausah dibahas kali ya knp, kapan dan siapa yang mutusinnya tp yang jelas perasaan gue sekarang campur aduk :'( inget audio clip yang dia kirimin buat gue pas banget waktu gue sm dia pts, dan sms dia semuanya. oke emg mungkin semua itu kesalahan gue, gue emg jahat kali ya, kasian dia selama jadian sm gue kayaknya dia ngga pernh bahagia :'( selalu gue salahin, selalu bikin dia sedih, dll :'( i know, you're serious love me and i love you too :') but sorry for all, i love you ki!

8, Sebulanan!

happy anniversary one month, my dear! i love you so much my boyfrieeeeend and thankyou for all you give me. i feel so happy and enjoy to be your girlfriend, thanks god you give him for me :') kiss & hug

Minta maaf

Gue ngga tau apa alesan sbenernya smpe lo marah sm gue, dan akhirnya lo ngambil kputusan buat ngejauhin gue. tp makasih buat obrolan kita slama beberapa hari ini, makasih buat perhatian dan pengertian yang udh lo kasih buat gue, makasih lo udh mau ngalah buat bikin gue seneng, makasih jg udh mau ngibur gue tp gue jg mnt maaf udh ganggu waktu lo, maaf udh bikin lo ngerasa gue cuekin, maaf udh bikin lo nunggu blesan sms dari gue, maaf udh bikin lo marah, dan terakhir gue cm bisa blg maaf banget bangetan. makasih.

Mau Pulang -.-

hallo gue posting lewat hp loh secara gue lg di sklh -_- gapenting kan? emg gapenting haha. oke kita lanjutkan postingnya haha. sekarang gue lg di sekolah dan gue bosen bgt -_- pingin pulang trus tdur secara gue ngantuk bgt zz. hoaaam ah gila ngantuk bgt aduh pulangnya kpan sih? mana nanti ada saman lg, makin lama deh gue di sekolah. aargh bete, yaudah ah gue saman dulu yaaaa dah!

Eight!

8 DESEMBER 2008 & I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

You're My Everything by Glenn Fredly

Cruising when the sun goes down
Cross the sea
Searching for something inside of me

I would find all the lost pieces
Hardly feel deep in real
I was blinded now I see

Hey hey hey you're the one
Hey hey hey you're the one
Hey hey hey I can't live without you

Take me to your place
Where our heart belongs together
I will follow you
You're the reason that I breath

I'll come running to you
Fill me with your love forever
Promise you one thing
That I would never let you go
'Cause you are my everything

You're the one, you're my inspiration
You're the one, kiss, you're the one
You're the light that would keep me safe and warm
You're the one, kiss, you're the one

Like the sun goes down, coming from above all
To the deepest ocean and highest mountain
Deep and real deep I can see now

Lucky by Jason Mraz

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Bored

Here I am, sitting in my room with my laptop in front of me. it's 1:09 pm and my feeling so sleepy and bored, i don't have to do. my little sista, mira is having a nap next to me on the bed and it makes me wanna sleep to. but I can't, because I have an important thing to do, Blogging!